I can't believe I wrote last entry one year ago.
Time went fast.
Sometimes it was slow, and I felt down, alone, sad.
Sometimes it passed so fast, leaving me full of good emotions.
Lately I'm trying to stay more in the good, than in the bad mood.
I'm becoming a woman, I'm discovering my capability of being alone in my path, and share some happy moments with special people.
But mostly, I'm on my own way, directing it through the best for me.
I wanna love, I wanna grow, I wanna feel realized with my career, with my affects, with my art forms, with everything.
I love feeling free, dancing and spinning around.
I love the simple things, like falling asleep without that awful ache in my chest, without those sad and creepy thoughts, without self-destructing me.
Hope and fear, joy and sorrow, the same opposite sides.
I am the sun and the moon, in the end it doesn't change.
I just change the lens which through I observe the world and guide my steps.